I was looking in the mirror in my swim suit and I thought to myself you look thick. Not the look I have been going for. Thick.
Before I headed to Europe I was thinking I was looking pretty trim. Not thick at all. I was kind of proud of my trimness, and thinking I would be comfortable at this weight. But on the trip I saw a couple of photos of myself and realized I was't looking that trim. Hmm.
I am definitely not as thick as I was six months ago, but I am not as trim as I was four years ago. And even four years ago, I don't know how trim I really was. I guess it is easy to deceive one self. It goes hand and hand with weight gain.
But the better I feel and the easier I move the less inclined I am to lose weight. And I have been feeling good and moving fine, so that - I don't know the word, feeling/need to lose weight is not there, which makes weight loss that much harder. But still I losing more weight will still be very helpful in the things I want to do.
Big sigh. Got to go sign up for pickleball camp. Happy dance.
Before I headed to Europe I was thinking I was looking pretty trim. Not thick at all. I was kind of proud of my trimness, and thinking I would be comfortable at this weight. But on the trip I saw a couple of photos of myself and realized I was't looking that trim. Hmm.
I am definitely not as thick as I was six months ago, but I am not as trim as I was four years ago. And even four years ago, I don't know how trim I really was. I guess it is easy to deceive one self. It goes hand and hand with weight gain.
But the better I feel and the easier I move the less inclined I am to lose weight. And I have been feeling good and moving fine, so that - I don't know the word, feeling/need to lose weight is not there, which makes weight loss that much harder. But still I losing more weight will still be very helpful in the things I want to do.
Big sigh. Got to go sign up for pickleball camp. Happy dance.
Pickle Ball Camp. How fun. And you are not thick.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy camp! Quit looking in the mirror!!😊😎💜 Kimmy
ReplyDeleteOur trainer also has said that you're getting way more flexible and can do lots more exercises, so it's working. I think you look pretty darn trim, but I'm kind of biased.
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