Thursday, May 4, 2017

Last week of full product and other thoughts

So this upcoming week is the last week of all product and then we move to food, sort of.  I am very very nervous about this transition.  I hope that it is my last, but also I am thinking why don't I just redo the program one last time and get it all over with.  Finish the program and start maintenance immediately.  Why do I have to waste all this time trying to lose weight then figure out maintenance.   I am going to have to figure out to eating habits in the next six months, one weight loss one maintenance.  Wouldn't it just be easier to do the program again and hit maintenance straight on.  Yea, but I really don't know if I can do another 16 weeks on this program.  I have been the one counting down the days.  I am the one who can't wait for real food.  But I also don't want to hassle with figuring out how to lose weight.  My brain hurts.

I think I am about 5/6 pounds away from my mini goal.  This goal was the weight I started when I had a bet with my dad back in 1983/4?  I was horrified at my weight and when I got on the scale I just cried and cried.  I couldn't believe I was so heavy.  I won the bet.  I kept it off, with a few back-slides, but pretty much was the same weight from 83-91.   Now I am just as happy as a lark to be getting to that weight.  Hell if I had stayed at the weight I would have been happy.

Both E and L are asking me what now?  Umm well I still have a shitload of weight to lose, so other than have a couple hundred more calories, just the same, product, product product dinner.  Then when I get back from Europe I am doing a diet delivery, hopefully for just a few months until I learn to cook and then we will see at that time.  But I am looking at the end of the year.   Seems so long, yet when I am not watching my weight I notice that time just flies by.  

For me it was a very long 16 weeks, but also seems to have gone by in  a blink of an eye.  And life just keeps rolling on.

2 comments:

  1. T3 put me on Diettogo & the food has been quite tasty, albeit expensive. As a transition for 5 days/week, that should be pretty good. T3 may need a lower cal package, but this food is way better than her prior delivered foods. Good transition.

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  2. There is a reason why we have the period of learning what and how to eat between 'full product' and 'full food'....get with the program, not the "do what I want program"! ;)

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