Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Sick

I just hate being sick.  Colds are the worse.  And now right before we are allowed to put solid food in our tummies I won't even be able to taste it.  Well maybe it won't be bad.  Tired is all I am now with a little runny nose and a little sore throat.

I got my last lab test, worried that I would have high white count, but no I was fine.  I am waiting impatiently for the housekeeper to go so I can quietly slip into bed.  I have to be up early tomorrow to swim, dentist and evan and ending the day with group.  Only to do it all over again on Friday.

But Friday I get to eat something other than bars I get to eat CHICKEN!!!!  I love chicken, I don't care if its rubber and dry, I get to eat it.  And hopefully I won't freak out like I did last time.  Is it to much am I going to gain weight because I ate something other than product.  Oh dear what am I going to do.

It is here, and I am so not ready for it.  I have loved not having to think about what I am going to eat.  I love not have to make decisions.  I knew the time would come, but now that it is here, can we push it back a few months?  I am not ready to make decisions.  I am a Libra, Libras don't make decisions.

On Saturday I will have eaten my first real food in 16 weeks.  Scary.

3 comments:

  1. Although the stereotypical Libra may not make decisions, you don't fit the stereotype. You can and do make decisions. As a stereotypical Aries, I can make decisions pretty easily even though they're not all the greatest choices. Diettogo will work or even any of the other services since I'm sure you won't want the1,600 calories in DiettoGo. I think Champagne is in order, but I don't know if that's on your "food list". Maybe virtual champagne?

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  2. You made it!!! Congratulations! You are going to be fine, but I understand the worry.

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  3. You will do great. So proud of you. You are my hero.

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